When you are a child your only concern is to eat sweets, play with dolls and eat something whenever is possible (it doesn't mind what :P)... Then, you grow up, start going to secondary school, having your first group of friends and start going out... Later on problems with boys come and obviously girls become completely crazy and obsessed about them... but what about friends? Are they always what we expected? Since we are little, specially girls, we tend to be the leader of a group and try to be surrounded by lots of people of our age to play dolls or football. When we become older, talking 15 or 16, we start creating our group of friends in order to go out, socialize and try to have somebody with whom having always plans. But where is the mistake? We, girls, love using the word FOREVER and that's a big mistake in the majority of the cases. The reason is that some day we will grow up, each person will follow his own path and maybe our old friends are not included in it. Sometimes you realize that you have spent almost all your life trying to keep everybody together, far from fights and hard feelings; however, unfortunately, the day that you feel alone and you really need your friend, she is not going to be there. One day you discover that people that you meet in a trip or at university, value you more than friends that have supposedly always been there. So on, you begin thinking... WHERE IS THE WORD ALWAYS NOW? The situation make a U-turn, the world seems to be against you for days, but one day a good friend will say: "They don't deserve your tears, they are not good enough for you, because you are like a little star which must shine and do it... your real friends are here" And that's the momment when you realize that probably FOREVER should have never been said and fights had a reason, not only because of you but also because others didn't value you and that doesn't start right now, but some time ago. That's what happenned to a nearer, nearer, nearer and even nearer friend of mine (not to say to me) and now I have to recognize that people who seem good people aren't always that good and people who seem bad people aren't always that bad. Life is short. You have to be around people who really appreciate you, who call you to go for a coffee, to a swimmingpool afternoon just laughing and remembering funny things, people who are always there and people which whom, whatever the distance or different events, will be always in your life. Now it is my chance. I want to change my tune, change my life and start being who I have always been. Let back those days of sadness and start smiling and shinning because it is a pitty to see my friends and family, the people that really love me, suffering because of tears caused by people who doen't deserve them. THIS IS ME AND I AM EXACTLY WHERE I SUPPOSED TO BE NOW. My little child abandonned me some time ago, since sometimes come to visit me and make me do some crazy things, it is because those days of dreamming childhood that I have to continue shinning to thank those people who are always there and not let myself lose my light because of bad companies.
To my family and good friends, who I can count with the fingers of a hand :D But those fingers represent real friendship to me
THANKS :D
